[Intro] Emotions on lockdown, heart hidden deep, the silence is deafening [Verse 1] I'm numb, got my emotions on mute (Silent mode) Don't wanna feel, it's just too acute I'm scared to love, it's a risk I won't take My heart's a fortress, nobody gets to break I'm hiding behind a mask of cool (Cold facade) Don't wanna get burned, that's just not my rule I'm slackin' my feelings, don't wanna get hurt Got my guard up high, it's where it pertains I'm a master of hide and seek My emotions are hiding, and they won't speak (Quiet storm) I'm a pro at pretending, it's all a show Don't wanna let you in, don't wanna let go (Tight grip) (Don't wanna let goooooo!) [Pre-Chorus] [x2] But sometimes I wonder, what it's like to be free (Freefall) To let go of the fear, and just be me (Just be meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!) [Chorus] Oh, I'm slackin' my feelings, don't wanna get hurt But it's hard to keep hiding, when my heart's an extrovert (Out of sync) Of breaking the silence, of letting it show But I'm stuck in this cycle, don't know how to let go (Don't know how to let gooooooooo!) [Hook] Slack my feelings, slack my heart (Guarded start) Don't wanna get hurt, right from the start [Verse 2] I'm a ghost in my own life, invisible and grey Afraid to take a step, in case I get in the way I'm searching for a shield, to protect me from pain But it's hard to find solace, when love's the culprit again I'm an expert at running, from the truth and the lies Don't wanna get caught, in the web of goodbyes I'm slackin' my feelings, don't wanna get hurt Got my emotions locked down, like a work of art I'm a pro at pretending, it's all a game But sometimes I wonder, if I'll ever be the same I'm a master of disguise, but it's getting old Don't wanna be a stranger, to my own heart's gold (Hidden treasure) [Pre-Chorus] But sometimes I wonder, what it's like to be free (Freefall) To let go of the fear, and just be me (Just be meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!) [Chorus] Oh, I'm slackin' my feelings, don't wanna get hurt But it's hard to keep hiding, when my heart's an extrovert (Out of sync) Of breaking the silence, of letting it show But I'm stuck in this cycle, don't know how to let go (Don't know how to let gooooooooo!) (Don't know how to let gooooooooo!) [Outro Pre-Chorus] But sometimes I wonder, what it's like to be free (Freefall) To let go of the fear, and just be me (Just be meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!) (Just be meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!) But I'm stuck in this cycle, don't know how to let go (How to let gooooo)